Breathe

Kept taking deep breathes nowadays...

Feeling so trapped here: Move or not move?

Where can i go?

Revival of my blog

Hi!

It has been years since i updated this blog...

Needa revival..

Life has been pretty good for me these years. There are ups and downs, disappointments, happiness..etc. But we have to learn to be positive. Whenever i feel let down, i will keep encouraging myself to be happy. Though i feel i'm not as happy as compared to the past, but i still must remind myself to be contented:

Always look forward and never dwell in the past!

2 years ago, I have a new addtion to my family.. a maltese by the name of Betty aka Bie Ti (don't mention in Chinese).

Why Bie Ti? Cos she has been kinda abandoned a few times before I adopted her. So Bie Ti is another name to ask her not to look into the past and enjoy the future with us.

My parents initially rejected the idea of having a dog in my family especially my father cos he finds dogs DIRTY and SMELLY. But over the years, he has grown to accept Betty cos she is always very playful and makes all of us laugh with her various antics.

This year, she has spent her third Birthday with us..her birthday is 1st August. I wished that she will always be that happy and healthy. The two 'H's are very important cos it affects the holes in my pocket. So pray hard the two 'H's will always be with her!!

I will always love you Betty!

And not forgetting Xiaobai, my first dog and also a maltese. He is a very smart but defiant dog. I have been bitten by him before and it kinda affects me cos I do not dare to go too near him in case I'm being harmed by him again. Hahaha. His actions are really unpredictable.

There was a time I nearly lost him during one of the CNY. My mom was watering the plants and she left the door open. Being a playful dog, Xiaobai sneaked outside while I was still sleeping and we only realised that he was missing until my mom kept looking for his during lunch.

I immediately jumped up from my mattress when i was told of his MIA. Still in my pyjamas, i ran out of the house, running up and down the stairs and shouting for his name. In my mind, I kept thinking that I'm gonna be so dead. I even had an argument with my mom over this cos I dont understand why she did not close the door when she was outside.

Luckily, Xiaobai managed to find his way back to our house cos he was being chased by a kid. He ran all the way up to fifth floor and came to our house. But we were out looking for him so he cant get in. It was so fortunate that my neighbour knows him and he immediately dashed into her house as if to seek help. When I was downstairs, i heard some barking and ran up again. I was so relieved to see him back.

I thought i will lose him forever and I cant imagine telling Uncle who was in Malaysia that he is gone. This is something that I will always remember.

Xiaobai, even though that i do not dare to go near you now. But I will always love you too ok..
You must also be healthy and happy always!!


Finally, I would like to end off this post with

Happy 46th National Day, Singapore!!!!!

went to watch 'gui yu' by li xin jie with 'uncle' yest..haha..in case u all dun know, that 'uncle' is not really an uncle. he's a guy i'm dating but his thinking really like uncle sometimes..haha. okie..back to the movie, e movie was not bad..i like the little gal inside it. So cute and pretty. It was kinda scary at first when li xin jie got to another time zone and c lots of ppl jumping down from the building..really scary, its as though a lot of ppl taking bungee jumping at the same time but the oni difference is that they dun bounce back. gosh..
but this movie is quite educational..for mi, i feel that the moral of the story is dun ever abort ur own child..wan2 know why? den go watch that movie ba..haha..

complicated, complicated and complicated...this word perfectly describes my life now...

been addicted to e taiwan-china show called tian wai fei xian..a sad story but its veri nice. I like e male actor, he's so cute n his acting is good..his singing is not bad too..Too bad, the drama serials he acted in always have a sad ending, he is always left alone with his child and his loved ones, good friends are all dead in the end, whether its in Chinese Paladin or Tian Wai Fei Xian. Tragic...
The song i'm gg to post in my blog is sang by him..the title is called 'yue guang'..i like e lyrics n e way he sing..so sad..

haven been updating blog for a long time..cos i'm too lazy to write anything liao..haha.

Aniwae, i went to my fren's son's bdae birthday party last week..it's his first bdae..cant imagine how fast time flies, e last time i saw him, he was just a baby, now he can walk and his eyes r so big now - like mother. He's veri guai, doesn't cry and make a lot of noise like other babies around his age and he's so easy to carry. Kinda envy my fren, oni my age oredy got a son..

After e party, ger n i went to woodlands to shop and gossip. Kinda shocked to know that some of my poly classmates are oredy hitched, so scary, how come all of em rushing to get married after poly? N i'm still stuck in tis hill, burying myself with thick textbooks, worrying abt ureca..etc..Gosh..

i think god must have heard my prayers..haha..e top ten Csuperstars are releasing a cd..now i dun have to dl..buy can liao..haha..

watched the C.S star jus now..never know that YY can be so funny. HAHA..cos he always look so serious when he sings and even on stage, he hardly smile..n looks so nervous. I miss the episode when he sang Jay's 'feng'..the way he sing it is so so so touching lor..if oni they provide dl-ing of the songs they all sang..tat will b so so good.